I look into your eyes
I look into your eyes
The same second that I enter the room
My heart start relaxing
Today is a good day
We hug and we smile at each other
How was your day?
Is your words to me
It was good
Is my response to you
You prepared food for me
And I eat it happily
While you sit next to me
And we both enjoy each other’s presence
In the evening we watch a movie together
And we laugh together
And we cry together
And in the end we hug each and say goodnight
Today was a good day
I look into your eyes
The same second that I enter the room
My heartbeat starts increasing
Today is a bad day
I hug you like I always do
And you ask about my day
But I know that your thought are far away
And only in physical form are you here with me
You prepared food for me
And I eat it obediently
While you sit next to me
And sit with an empty look in your eyes
You begin cleaning the kitchen
Until you drop a cup
My heart is razing like crazy again
Cause I know that this is the last drop that will make your bucket overflow
I hurry to the kichen
Where I find you sitting on the floor
Your eyes are swollen because of the many tears you have cried already
I hold you tight and I comfort you
The best I know how to do
I assure you that I love you
Even though I know you won't believe me right now
You yell at me
You scold me
Today I'm the problem
But it could just as easily have been dad
Or my little brother
Or the rest of the world
The problem could be anyone or anything
Just not yourself
I yell back at you once I've given up
I slam the door to my bedroom
And throw my drained body on the bed
I'll never forgive her, not this time
I think to myself
The night comes and I hear my door open
You sit down on my bed
But I refuse to look at you
I'm so sorry my child
Forgive me
I can hear you sob beside me
And I turn around
That was my first mistake
My heart can't handle to look at you sad expression
Your eyes that are swollen
And tears are still rolling down your face
Don't be sad
It's my fault
I'm sorry
Please just be happy again
I feel weak as I sit there and hug you
I should stand firm
Teach you that you can't just walk all over me when you're having a bad day
But I forgive you
Over and over and over again
Because I hope and wait for the good days
That will come again
I look into your eyes
The same second that I enter the room
My heartbeat starts increasing
Today is a bad day
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Love, Annalise~